INSANE DELUSIONS

I saw this morning that The new man doesn’t know why we want HIM IMPEACHED REALLY? Let me say again REALLY? His statement does not shock me he is totally delusional as is the entire administration. Lets go down the list shall we

Open borders since day one and all of the chaos, death and destruction that is continuing to cause and he has yet 3 years later to even acknowledge it as a crisis! As a matter of fact he has NEVER acknowledged any of the multiple CRISIS we have had to endure as a direct result of HIS INTENTIONAL DECISIONS!

Severe inflation leaving the American people broke busted and disgusted and taking us from being energy independent to buying it off our enemies! Giving immigrants free health care, free food, accommodating them in every way while the Americans struggle to pay their bills and put food on the table! Not out of the kindness of his heart but his plan has always been to turn more states blue.

Defunding our police causing complete and utter lawlessness causing stores to shut down because of theft and people leaving their cities because of the violence and theft is so bad!

Attacking our constitutional rights since day one of being in the big seat!

Trying to change the English language to appease severely mentally ill people who do not even know who they are!

Attacking the REASONABLE, RATIONAL AMERICAN calling us racist, domestic terrorist and white supremacists for NOT AGREEING WITH THEIR INSANE RHETORIC AND WICKED AGENDAS!

Brainwashing our youth with hateful CRT doctrine and bringing perverts into our schools and subjecting them to sexually inappropriate material.

Breaking the LAWS OF OUR LAND OVER AND OVER AGAIN!

The abandonment in Afghanistan!

He is a pathological liar a characteristic by the way of Satan himself! Defending pedophiles and everything that is an abomination to GOD the author of everything including his wicked goofy ass!

He is corrupt and sucking our enemies ass since he was VP for Obama!

Causing total and complete division and disharmony while talking unity in his speech the night he stole everything! I am listening to TOOL and the song that is playing now is Schism which means division is that a coincidence I think not very fitting considering that our nation is one giant schism right now.

How much more do we need and this is only some of the reasons there are many more. I could literally write a book on this mans FAILURES and DISGRACES! He and this entire admin needs kicked out of the white house they everyone are Godless, evil, perverted, anti American pieces of human trash and they should be banished from this country! He is once again trying to bring fear back and planning on setting in place mandates again is it a coincidence that it is close to the election I think not! Wants mail in ballots again wonder why I think any reasonable person this late in the game can answer that! It disgusts me beyond belief what this DEVIL RUN ADMINISTRATION HAS BEEN ALLOWED TO GET BY WITH! There is a spiritual element to all of this and if you have bible education then you can clearly see that this wicked evil admin is helping to set the stage for the Anti Christ and one world order. Weather they know it or not and I believe they are followers of Satan they are key players for sure but…their reward will be in the lake of eternal fire and this is the deception of many that there is no such place. Well they will find out! The bible says you will know them by their fruit all that I have mentioned is ROTTEN fruit and characteristics of Satan himself! They mimick there father of hell. They are liars, corrupt, defend evil, defending immorality and sexual perversion and shedding of innocent blood, they are accusers and promote hate and incite violence all the time. Lest we forget how they gave the addresses of supreme court justices over the abortion laws encouraging people to protest at their homes! The new man is a DEVIL IN DISGUISE but His disguise has not been a good one as I knew day one with the first 2 policies he signed he was evil and did not give 2 shits for the American people or this great country! This is not speculation or my opinion this is truth and it is in our face daily. This is only but a few reasons. I have not even touched on his mental in capabilities like nodding off in important meetings and shaking invisible hands! Come on people VOTE THIS TIME INTELLIGENTLY!

SELF DECEIT IS A BEAST

I heard a statement that I love that says, Self deceit is said to be a sin against commonsense

How very true and prophetic this is. We have many and I stress many pandemics in our country today and one is“Self deceit” I have said for a few years now that nobody likes truth today they shun and despise it and this attitude is feeding the beast called self deceit. I have someone in my life who frustrates me so much because she is self deceived about literally everything in her life. The world and culture today is full of excuses and looking for someone to blame things on. Everyone today seems to be a victim and I just want to SCREAM at them GROW UP and be ACCOUNTABLE already! I have also said that “truth is denied its abilities” and we see the aftermath of the blatant rejection of truth from the moral decay of our nation, lack of integrity and work ethics, the ever present junkies and the plain stupid that seem to always be offended and cannot wait to get on social media and find others to be offended with them keeping wars going. People who are self deceived are dangerous because they are unwilling to see reality. The person in my life who is self deceived (there are more than her by the way) has created so much drama in her life and more importantly her children’s lives. Self deceived people are usually selfish people too. Those two together are a tag team for destruction. When a person is self deceived they are believing lies and they not only believe lies they will defend the lies that they believe I think this problem is close to insanity.

I have never understood what the big deal is to simply admit that you are wrong or that you need to work on some things. I don’t see what is wrong with admitting that you have made some mistakes, we all have. None of us are perfect, nor will we ever be perfect all we can do is strive to be better. Sadly 2019 has not proved that we are getting better nor did 2018 fast forward to 2021 and we are worse than ever. The world is sick and the challenge for me is to not get infected. Sadly we are going backward. All of the madness in this world today that is promoted by social media only proves how pathetic and ignorant the world has become. I do not see anything that is conducive with intelligence on social media, the news or outside my front door door. What we have is a junkie infested excuse ridden world that hosts pity party victims, trouble makers, easily offended cry me a river, moral decay, huge decline of integrity, weak ass men that do not want to work, technology addicted, disrespectful punks, rebellious adults acting like children, and all the ones who continue to live in the past and continue to repeat it. We have thieves and deviants of all kinds, public shootings becoming the norm, cyber bullying and eight year old’s killing themselves, Self entitlement attitudes and arrogance ruling the world. I am only left with my words and the hope that someday people with some intelligence and influence will take a look around and agree with me and begin to force some change. I continue to dream and will continue to scream!

ROOTED IN SELFISHNESS

Life has been a challenge this year not only because of the pandemic and all of the life side effects that it has imposed but sadly I have faced another challenge and that challenge involves the ever present pandemic of ignorance, selfishness and hypocrisy and I am not only referring to religion but in general these things being projected onto others and their continual denial of it. I am so frustrated with people this year, its not like I have been in the dark about them or in denial about them and their issues but lately I have had to face their issues that they are not even willing to admit. My flesh has screamed at me “Tell them how silly and childish and self absorbed that they are” Although I would be right in the assumption and truth given these people have NO interest in self improving. These people would only get mad and throw a tantrum and blame you and nothing would be accomplished. I remember the scripture that says “Strife opens the door to every evil work and so as challenging as it has been I have kept silent, I have gritted my teeth, I have bit my tongue trying to keep the peace when what I really want to do is say goodbye you miserable human being, go ahead and wallow in the self absorbed pit all of your life I choose life not misery.

The things people get mad about are endless and some are justified but this year the things people have CHOSEN to get mad, offended and upset by are silly and ridiculous and drip with selfishness and hypocrisy. This pandemic has not caused many people to value life at all they are still selfish and immature and in serious denial. It frustrates me so much because the truth will set them free but…unfortunately I cannot tell them the truth because they would not receive it. Everyone seems to want to be the martrye and the victim and sometimes we are both but most of the time we are not, most of the time we in fact are the problem. I am big on apologies and if I have done something to someone that deserves an apology i will go out of my way to give that apology sadly the people in my life always think they are right and refuse to be accountable for anything that they do, say or how they treat others.

My fruit has been squeezed to put it mildly and however painful that it has been for my flesh I have kept peace at the expense of my feelings. I am not a saint and cant say that if people continue to press me and continue to take me for granted that I will not unleash the hardcore truth onto them and say goodbye but thankfully I have past these tests. I personally have learned from this pandemic, I have learned how fragile life is and how many of the things we get upset about are so petty and insignificant. This was my greatest hope through this pandemic that PEOPLE would get a CLUE and a understanding that life is NOT all about THEM and they would consider others but what I have seen is rebellion loosed through protests and people NOT wearing their masks, twitter wars and Facebook junkies stirring up strife and looking for reasons to stir the chaos even more. All of this is demonic and ignorance keeps people victims of that influence and if they were the only ones to suffer then I could say oh well too bad for them but…everyone is affected and then infected by their self absorbed choices and discontent and lack of a value of life. Ask anyone on their deathbed and you would find that they are not mad over stupid things that people have said or done or not done to their satisfaction, they are not raging in traffic, they are not upset because someone did not cater to them, they are not fighting over peoples political choices nor do they care. No these people who are facing death only care about their families and every new day that the good Lord gives them. And millions of people have the gift of life pumping through their veins and what are they doing with it? They are choosing misery, they live in pity parties and every common denominator to their life’s woes and dramas is rooted in selfishness, that old ugly attitude that dominates them and consumes everything like fire which is “What about me” always and forever it is about them and that is so unattractive and I have little tolerance for that nasty demon attitude and yet I have had to face this very ugly trait in many this year. As an empath I am all about truth and believe me I am not shy to give it or to turn it on myself because I happen to want to enjoy my life and improve, I don’t want to keep going around the same mountains over and over again, I don’t want to repeat cycles. I want people I have relationship with to be able to say they enjoyed me, But most of all I want to know that I brought pleasure to God. The way the world is and having a education of the Bible I know its getting ready to go down and I have thought lately a lot about what will be asked of me when I am face to face with God, How did you take care of what I gave you and that does not just encapsulate stuff but also relationships. Did you love me with your life or treat me like a spiritual Santa clause? Did you witness for me? Did you walk in love? Did you get along the best you could with people, and understand that he knows some people are impossible to get along with.what did you do with the gifts and talents I gave you? Was your motives pure? I want to be able to say Yes Lord. The rewards will be great but what I truly want is for him to say “You brought me pleasure and loved me with your life”

There is one of many people that I cannot be honest with who claims to be a Christian does not miss a service and she will go to heaven based solely on Jesus blood but sadly she will not have rewards waiting for her. I can imagine God saying to her you were not a good witness for me in fact you turned people aside from me, you were selfish and manipulative, you were vengeful and mean your whole life was about what you wanted and needed at the expense of everyone including your children. How very sad and the positive is that we can learn from others ignorance and denial. If we have to deal with it why not learn from it. Obviously I do not know exactly what HE will ask but He will review our life and how we lived it. I hope this changes your perspectives. I read something so good “Life is a test, a trust and is temporary assignment. All we can take with us is our characters and the relationships we had with God, people and even the marvelous habitat “earth” that He gave us.

SWEET GABRIEL, YOU ARE NOT FORGOTTEN

This poem is written about a little eight year old boy I never knew but love dearly. As you read further it will be explained. This picture is not him I did not know if I could download his picture and put it on here without his parents permission and I have no clue how to reach his parents. But like this picture he was a little eight yearold black boy, only he had a smile that would light up a room. I suggest you look him up and see for yourself how beautiful he was. My heart still aches for him so I decided to write a poem to him, to this boy I never knew.

SWEET GABRIEL YOU ARE NOT FORGOTTEN

I have never met you sweet boy

I am grieved for your choice

I am sorry that people failed you sweet boy

They are wicked, calloused and cold with their choice

Your name is one of an angel and that is so sweet

I am sorry Gabriel that so many are weak

To weak to stand strong for you

This boy I never knew

Gabriel I love you.

I am sorry baby boy for your pain

I am sorry for the deafened ears that did not hear

I am sorry for the blinded eyes that did not see you

To the ones who ignored you I pray for great shame!

I think of you often a smile that lights up a room

I pray that justice will come soon

I grieve for you

This boy I never knew

I LOVE YOU!

I lift my voice for you

I cry tears for you

I wish I would have had the privilege of knowing you

I will never forget you

I will keep writing about you

I will keep honoring you

I WILL REMEMBER YOU!

Your life has affected mine in a profound way

I wish you could have stayed

The smile that lit up a room

The boy I never knew

I LOVE YOU!

I have two blogs written for Gabriel called “JUSTICE FOR GABRIEL and JUSTICE FOR GABRIEL PART TWO.” He was an eight year old boy who killed his self because of bullying. I heard this story on the news as I walked through the house when my husband had it on. The bullying took place at Carson Elementary in Cincinnati Ohio. He was put through hell everyday and he stayed home one day and hung himself. I cannot tell you how this affected me. I wept all that night. I will always remember this young boy who captured my heart. I hope he captures yours too. Lets ask our children if there are any problems at school. Lets get active with our young ones. I hope all parents that read this will take the inititive so that this will never happen again. This has been a few years ago now and I still weep for him and suspect I always will.

THE IGNORANT EMBRACE

THE IGNORANT EMBRACE

The world today is backwards,

leaving me baffled,

The victims are the enemy,

The victimizers are pitied,

Delusion and denial are the diseases of the world!

The world is hypnotized by ignorance

Morals are protested against

The goal today is to protect the sin.

Death is embraced,

While life is erased,

Ignorance is what it is,

The accepted mentality, live and let live.

No rules, no accountability,

No truth just accommodate me.

Super sensitive, arrogant and easily offended,

Get over yourselves and stop pretending,

Selfies are symbolic

for the arrogant vain times we are living in,

The world is hypnotized by ignorance

Morals are protested against

The goal of today is to protect the sin.

Indecision,

Contradictions,

Pity party victims,

Crying men,

Continual offense,

Technology addicted,

Morally afflicted,

Wicked,

Trying to throw God out of everything,

This is insane to me,

Twisted lies

And we are left to pay the price.

Hand picked excuses for all manner of dysfunction

Keeping the world sick, and I am left disgusted.

Stepping on lovers,

While embracing the haters,

The media spreading death everyday of the week,

Creating chaos instead of peace,

Abusing their positions for a paycheck, title and TV time,

Meanwhile their “NEWS” is creating suicides,

The wicked report is what they promote

Meanwhile people are hanging from ropes,

Wicked minds,

Wicked lives,

What about me all of the time,

Defending crimes,

Getting high,

Robbing people blind,

Feel sorry for me,

No responsibility,

Refuse to see,

Excuses make them free,

Denial and delusion are the diseases of the world!

The world is hypnotized by ignorance,

Morals are protested against,

The goal of today is to protect the sin.

We are living in the ignorant embrace,

That some of us have made.

The exchange of;

Lovely for ugly,

Educated for insanity,

Truth for lies, Freedom for crimes,

Quality of life for technology,

Purity for dirty,

Loyalty for social media,

Wisdom for ignorance,

Good for evil,

Reality for fantasy,

Life for death,

Justice for injustice,

What is left,

This exchange is our downfall,

Live and let live with no rules is law,

We all are witness’s,

We all see,

The world treating morals, values and human decency,

As if irrelevant in 2019,

All of this and more disgusts me,

The world has become a big giant whore,

Taunting, stalking,

Infecting and destroying,

Using, devouring,

Tempting, exposing,

Spreading disease,

Self destructing, calloused and wounded,

Twisted delusion,

Chasing excuses,

Adding to the abuses.

The madness has to stop,

Lift your voices and say no more,

Let us divorce the whore and…

Take our world back as it should be,

Safe, enjoyable and lovely.

TWISTED LOVE

TWISTED LOVE

You are a twisted woman, and I am sickened by you!

Choosing a worthless piece of shit man over your young

Running your mouth and not holding your tongue

No shame only blame

Projecting onto them!

You disgust me with your hypocrisy!

You disgust me with your delusion and self pity!

You disgust me with your refusal of responsibility!

You accuse your young of being selfish…

Because they don’t want to watch your twisted romance

Beatings, insults, fighting all the time

How dare you consider that selfish!

That is wisdom in their mouths

Two down and two more to go

While you defend an asshole!

My loyalty is to them

I am done with you!!!!

The words that ring untrue “I would never put a man above my kids”

BULLSHIT!!!!!!

You are a LIAR!!!!!

Your obsession is criminal and insane

Oh how I love the way you beat me baby

Oh how I love the way you insult me

Tell me more of how that I am nothing, it turns me on

Oh how I love being evicted because you wont take your druggie ass to work

Oh how I love the misery you cause my kids

Oh how it turns me on to see the fear in them

You know what I like baby

Give me more because I am your whore

I am done with my flesh and blood

You are worth more to me

Even though my kids plead

For NORMALCY

Their cries mean NOTHING TO ME

Because I am your love sick whore

Life is short and the recent loss confirmed

I have no place for you anymore

You chose this for five years

Throwing everyone out for that piece of trash!!!

You choose to be his whore

You are addicted to twisted love

You both are meant for each-other

You both are always the victims

You both are liars

You both are users

You both are manipulators

You both are abusive

You both are delusional

Boo hoo feel sorry for me

Boo hoo I am going to LIE and say that I don’t know why they are leaving me!!!!!

I am even gonna LIE and say they are bad kids

REALLY STICK YOUR PITY PARTY RIGHT UP YOUR TWISTED LOVE SICK ASS!

You both deserve each other

AND I CURSE your twisted fairy-tale!

Stupid women are a dime a dozen. Women just like I wrote about. Women who will drop their panties the minute a man pays them a compliment. Jump in without getting to know who you are inviting into the kids lives. Women who choose an abusive punk-ass bitch over their own flesh and blood with excuses and justifications. LIKE THERE ARE JUSTIFICATIONS REALLY? Women who are so obsessed and delusional that they will actually LIE on the kid to evade their responsibility. I am outraged by these so called women! You all deserve HELL’S worst punishment. If you want to screw your life up GREAT, BUT LEAVE THE KIDS OUT OF THE EQUATION! You are a walking contradiction to what a mother is. You are a disgrace to all true mothers out there. I weep for the offspring of all stupid selfish love sick bitches who dare to call themselves “MOTHER”! I have a mountain of things going on in my life right now and I don’t give a rats ass or balls who I may offend! I am screaming truth with no take-backs so if you happen to be one of these simple bitches take the revelation and get over it!

FUEL THE HATE, FEED THE BEAST

 

People problems, People problems

Everywhere that you go

People problems, People problems

Drowning my soul

Multitudes of adults acting like kids

fighting on the playground

They do not know how to be peaceful, they do not know how to be sound

They wear their hate like a crown

Entitlement attitude

Everywhere that you go today

Arrogance is the flame

Selfish, vain and rude

Choosing to stay the same

Sucking on the racist tit

keeping the fires lit

Continuing to rage

Feeding the Beast

Wild animals should be in a cage

Betrayal and hidden motives

Contradictions unfolding

Peace is so hard to obtain

When you are surrounded by the insane

The choice is to offend, and accept offense

Death they send

They fight about race

The moronic they embrace

They feed the Beast, making it larger

Instead of killing it, they make it stronger

Their hate is conjured

The fire has been lit

Arrogance is the flame

They stay the same

This is it

Blazing hatred, fanning the embers of hate

Trouble and chaos they crave

Death they create

If our forefathers could see

They would weep

Mouths they cannot keep

Perverting freedom

They are Ignorant

Commonsense is Elusive

the Beast is abusive

raging in the earth

Devastating and causing hurt

Salting the wounds

Inviting doom

Too stupid to see

THE WORLD OWES ME!

They feed the Beast, making it larger

Instead of killing it, They make it stronger

Their hate is conjured

Comprehension has failed their ears

Learning nothing over the years

Repeating insanity

All for vanity

Living in the past, keeping it alive

Spewing lies

Ignoring cries

There is no mercy with the Beast

He has many to join him in the feast

We made the meal

Inviting the Beast to steal

inviting the Beast to kill

Blood he spills

Lets wake up and see

Lets let people be

Lets kill the Beast

So we together can be free

Now is words of wisdom

for this season

Now is the time

Time to unite

So we can survive

Fight for life

Appreciate our freedoms

Not use it as a reason to hate more

Let us stop being the beasts whore.