I CHOOSE FACT OVER FICTION, REALITY OVER FANTASY!!!!!

I want to start by saying I WILL NOT debate with anyone who gets butt sore about this blog because everything in it is factual. I see things through realities lens not fantasy even if it goes against what I may like or not like. Right is right and wrong is wrong. So no disrespect but if you don’t like THE TRUTH then do not waste your time reading this and definitely do not waste time responding to argue about it because everything I say in this blog is absolute truth and the reality of it can not be escaped it is the big white elephant in the room. I will not even look at responses that are dripping with ignorance. This is simply me venting and hoping people will educate themselves and make reasonable decisions not emotional ones from now on.

I have been silent about the new world we have been forced to live in. For those of us who did not vote out of ignorance promoted by main stream media. For those of us who saw through their witch hunt and seen their goal for four years leading up to this new admin which was…Lets keep the American people distracted hating trump so they will not see that he is doing an awesome job. Everyone has GOOGLE and yet they search petty things that have no relevance. A little research and a little reason and the world would be a different place right now but sadly instead people bought into the lies conjured by editing and doctoring film by media that do not respect or want a republican in the white house. I usually stay far from the news but…we now have reputable and integral reporters that we watch and listen to. Fox on YouTube, News-max, and even Officer Tatums channel has been very refreshing. No lies, manipulations or contradictions, no evil and wicked agendas all In the name of dirty politics and power and control just simply truthful information.

I cannot even keep up with the failures of this new admin everyday it is something else. I AM NOT PROMOTING LEFT OR RIGHT we are WAY beyond that this is about being a descent human being and doing what is right which the left by their very nature can not seem to do. The very first E.O order the new man signed was to open borders which is stupid on steroids and he did it during a global pandemic! He has NEVER been to the border and still has not called it a crisis. For all of the sympathizers of the border being opened let me ask you a question. Do you go to bed at night and put a sign with flashing lights outside your home that says All doors and windows are opened and I am a very deep sleeper? NO YOU DO NOT SO HOW CAN ANYONE SAY THAT OPENING BORDERS WAS A GOOD IDEA! We now have cartels our enemies and sex traffickers all over our nation. We now have multiplied thousands infected with Covid here no mask required just come over here but…Americans better have a mask on REALLY!? 2,000,000,000 are here and we do not have background checks on any of them! The first thing any president should do weather dem or republican is PROTECT OUR NATION!!!! THIS ADMIN FAILED TO( DO THAT AND NOW THE DANGER IS MORE INTENSE THAN EVER BECAUSE OF HIS ATROCIOUS DECISIONS IN AFGHANISTAN! He has killed our economy and countless jobs. The jobs Covid did not kill he is killing daily. He has tried to keep media out of border to hide the truth that it continues to be a crisis. He talks about Covid killing people and now trying to go against our freedom again by threatening peoples jobs if they do not get vaccinated. Meanwhile he has created Nothing but death destruction and chaos. Over 80 people shot and killed last week in Chicago because the new man and his admin defunded our police. Over 90,000 Americans dead because of fentanyl overdose brought in over our border that he so proudly gave invitation to all in an effort to turn more states blue. They treat US, THE AMERICANS, WE THE PEOPLE LIKE WE ARE IDIOTS and sadly it has not been in vain because with all that is happening right now some people are still watching and worse believing the media that is powdering the new mans ass walking around blind deaf and dumb. Research would have shown people that He is not about unity and ending racism he gave the eulogy of a KKK member even his so called VP accused him of being a racist look it up! What about CRT the most hateful racist doctrine out there but they are all about unity WAKE UP! WAKE UP from your pathetic sleep and slumber forget about your party this is about our NATION and WE THE PEOPLE ARE THE NATION! WRONG IS WRONG REGARDLESS OF WHICH SIDE IT IS! He claimed unity and it has been a total, contradiction our country has NEVER been more divided. This is not about being a Trump supporter although I absolutely support him because the accomplishments speak volumes and were astounding! He full-filled every single campaign promise and did make America great. He was not weak with our enemies and gained respect from them. He built our economy like it had never been in 30 years, we were energy independent he respected our police and service men and women. He protected our military while this admin abandoned them along with our allies. HE PROTECTED ISRAEL while the new man refused to defend our cherished ally Israel. The new man stammers, stumbles and loses his train of thought constantly. I watched the debates and could not believe after watching him confused all through them that people would be silly enough to vote for him. The media won and they set back now laughing saying look at the stupid Americans hanging on on our every lie. They bewitched many and the rest of us are paying a high price. This decision has been marked with thousands of American lives! Do not take my word for it look up President trumps accomplishments and see for yourself but you might want to block out a couple hours to read them all. You do not have to look up the failures of this new admin because it is blatantly in your face daily but they do have a list of the 100 failures of the new man. The sad truth is that the TRUTH was there all along but people wanted to trust a corrupt media and voted on emotion instead of reason. If this new man were like president Trump Dem or not I would praise his efforts and give him the credit that he deserved but THAT IS NOT THE CASE it has been one anti-American action and descion after another.

So a little review: borders wide opened during a global pandemic bringing in terrorists, cartels, sex traffickers and countless many infected with Covid and 90,000 dead of drugs brought here.. The second EO shut down pipeline and killed thousands of jobs on day one. All other jobs that have been killed because this new man has been so generous In paying people to stay home causing thousands of small business to shut down bankrupting our country. He has promoted CRT critical race theory which in my opinion is the most wicked racist doctrine that exists aside from the Satanic bible. He claims to be catholic but did not even say GOD on the national day of prayer and supports abortion CONTRADICTION much. He has had reporters groomed before taking questions unlike President Trump who was transparent another characteristic of a true president that is non existent in this admin. Its all about cover up and hide. He has defunded police and big cities are being turned upside down blood shed everyday and even 6 years old’s have been shot and killed, stores being walked into in broad daylight people taking what they want and walking out and store owners can do nothing. If you have not seen this stuff then you have been watching the main stream news. Gas prices and food and lumber is sky high everything is raising daily. He has continually tried to take credit for what Trump did like we all have as bad of a memory as he does and he still tries to blame trump for everything HE is doing! No accountability at all! His mental health has been questioned since day one and we see it in the very very few times he has chosen to speak. He has attacked our constitutional rights and continues to with the new mandate and cancel culture and CRT and not being transparent and not letting reputable reporters do their job if God forbid it makes him look bad. The worst yet is his surrender to terrorists and the abandonment of our service workers military and Americans and allies, if that were not enough he gives our enemies TERRORISTS 80 billion worth of AMERICAS military equipment and weaponry so they can use it on us!!!!!!! There is so much more that I could share because there is something new everyday. Everything they have done and are trying to do is against our constitution. If you are not convinced that president trump was all about AMERICA first all you have to do is look and see this admin is dismantling everything trump did. My only comfort is that GOD is a GOD of justice and this IS A GOD NATION and HE will not tolerate much more! I will not respond to any debates because this is all factual it is not fiction like the main stream promotes. I am concluding this with my poem “The Ignorant Embrace” I wrote this in 2017 and it is still relevant more now than ever before.

THE IGNORANT EMBRACE

The world today is backwards,

leaving me baffled,

The victims are the enemy,

The victimizers are pitied,

Delusion and denial are the diseases of the world!

The world is hypnotized by ignorance

Morals are protested against

The goal today is to protect the sin.

Death is embraced,

While life is erased,

Ignorance is what it is,

The accepted mentality, live and let live.

No rules, no accountability,

No truth just accommodate me.

Super sensitive, arrogant and easily offended,

Get over yourselves and stop pretending,

Selfies are symbolic

for the arrogant vain times we are living in,

The world is hypnotized by ignorance

Morals are protested against

The goal of today is to protect the sin.

Indecision,

Contradictions,

Pity party victims,

Crying men,

Continual offense,

Technology addicted,

Morally afflicted,

Wicked,

Trying to throw God out of everything,

This is insane to me,

Twisted lies

And we are left to pay the price.

Hand picked excuses for all manner of dysfunction

Keeping the world sick, and I am left disgusted.

Stepping on lovers,

While embracing the haters,

The media spreading death everyday of the week,

Creating chaos instead of peace,

Abusing their positions for a paycheck, title and TV time,

Meanwhile their “NEWS” is creating suicides,

The wicked report is what they promote

Meanwhile people are hanging from ropes,

Wicked minds,

Wicked lives,

What about me all of the time,

Defending crimes,

Getting high,

Robbing people blind,

Feel sorry for me,

No responsibility,

Refuse to see,

Excuses make them free,

Denial and delusion are the diseases of the world!

The world is hypnotized by ignorance,

Morals are protested against,

The goal of today is to protect the sin.

We are living in the ignorant embrace,

That some of us have made.

The exchange of;

Lovely for ugly,

Educated for insanity,

Truth for lies, Freedom for crimes,

Quality of life for technology,

Purity for dirty,

Loyalty for social media,

Wisdom for ignorance,

Good for evil,

Reality for fantasy,

Life for death,

Justice for injustice,

What is left,

This exchange is our downfall,

Live and let live with no rules is law,

We all are witness’s,

We all see,

The world treating morals, values and human decency,

As if irrelevant in 2017,

All of this and more disgusts me,

The world has become a big giant whore,

Taunting, stalking,

Infecting and destroying,

Using, devouring,

Tempting, exposing,

Spreading disease,

Self destructing, calloused and wounded,

Twisted delusion,

Chasing excuses,

Adding to the abuses.

The madness has to stop,

Lift your voices and say no more,

Let us divorce the whore and…

Take our world back as it should be,

Safe, enjoyable and lovely.

THE BREAD OF SORROW

I am frustrated and so I scream

Blind people who never see

Their choices are a disease

They choose to be bound, instead of free

The information age

Is what they say

The evidence is lacking to say the least

While everyone chases the beast

Rather than feast

They eat of…

The bread of sorrow

Don t remind me

I do not want to see

Don’t deposit wisdom

I choose to live as a victim

Let me insult your intelligence, play stupid with me

Irresponsibility, chaos and misery

This is your chosen meal

Catatonic in your ignorance

You do not feel

Your chosen tyranny

Is so offensive

I am left with my words

You never learn

This is the definition

Of ignorance

Experience is a teacher

But you forsake her

Lies mothering other lies

I no longer have the time

For your lies mixed with cries

Your cries mixed with lies

Your invisible world nurtures you

The fantasy that you seem to think is true

You are like so many

desiring pity rather than power

You reject the meal

Repeat tomorrow

You choose to eat of…

The bread of sorrow

You do not eat alone

You share your bread

With the ones you are suppose to love

Even though it is salted with dread…

and cold

You force feed the hurt

Remember you will eat your words

Pathetic, sorry excuses is the road map of your life

Wont listen to wisdom

You choose to suffer and cry

You refuse to listen

To reason

It is too real for you to handle

You will eventually burn out like a candle

You are like so many

Desiring pity rather than power

You reject the meal

Repeat tomorrow

You choose to eat of…

The bread of sorrow

Cant control others stupid choices

Ignoring all of the voices

With good advice

But you renounce it

Calling it pride

That is such bullshit

Remember that your version of pride

Is one of the seven deadlies

learn what it means, then cry

Your sad chosen melodies

You are like so many

Desiring pity rather than power

You reject the meal

Repeat tomorrow

You choose to eat of…

The bread of sorrow

You glutton on lies, fantasy and misconceptions

Twisting everything even scripture

Chasing a church that is deceptive

Only going to one that will tell you what you want to hear

The reward of your chosen ignorance is tears

Your wounds I will no longer suture

You are a walking contradiction

Another of your many chosen afflictions

It has been indicative

A haunting apparition

A man addiction

The devil has been mimicked in your house

He represents all that is toxic and wicked

This is what you have allowed

This ridiculous contradiction of a relationship

Makes me SICK

You had your out more than once

You still make the same dumb-ass choice

Ignoring the voice

The information age

Is what they say

The evidence is lacking to say the least

While everyone chases the beast

Rather than feast

They eat of…

The bread of sorrow

SELF DECEIT IS A BEAST

I heard a statement that I love that says, Self deceit is said to be a sin against commonsense

How very true and prophetic this is. We have many and I stress many pandemics in our country today and one is“Self deceit” I have said for a few years now that nobody likes truth today they shun and despise it and this attitude is feeding the beast called self deceit. I have someone in my life who frustrates me so much because she is self deceived about literally everything in her life. The world and culture today is full of excuses and looking for someone to blame things on. Everyone today seems to be a victim and I just want to SCREAM at them GROW UP and be ACCOUNTABLE already! I have also said that “truth is denied its abilities” and we see the aftermath of the blatant rejection of truth from the moral decay of our nation, lack of integrity and work ethics, the ever present junkies and the plain stupid that seem to always be offended and cannot wait to get on social media and find others to be offended with them keeping wars going. People who are self deceived are dangerous because they are unwilling to see reality. The person in my life who is self deceived (there are more than her by the way) has created so much drama in her life and more importantly her children’s lives. Self deceived people are usually selfish people too. Those two together are a tag team for destruction. When a person is self deceived they are believing lies and they not only believe lies they will defend the lies that they believe I think this problem is close to insanity.

I have never understood what the big deal is to simply admit that you are wrong or that you need to work on some things. I don’t see what is wrong with admitting that you have made some mistakes, we all have. None of us are perfect, nor will we ever be perfect all we can do is strive to be better. Sadly 2019 has not proved that we are getting better nor did 2018 fast forward to 2021 and we are worse than ever. The world is sick and the challenge for me is to not get infected. Sadly we are going backward. All of the madness in this world today that is promoted by social media only proves how pathetic and ignorant the world has become. I do not see anything that is conducive with intelligence on social media, the news or outside my front door door. What we have is a junkie infested excuse ridden world that hosts pity party victims, trouble makers, easily offended cry me a river, moral decay, huge decline of integrity, weak ass men that do not want to work, technology addicted, disrespectful punks, rebellious adults acting like children, and all the ones who continue to live in the past and continue to repeat it. We have thieves and deviants of all kinds, public shootings becoming the norm, cyber bullying and eight year old’s killing themselves, Self entitlement attitudes and arrogance ruling the world. I am only left with my words and the hope that someday people with some intelligence and influence will take a look around and agree with me and begin to force some change. I continue to dream and will continue to scream!

THE WICKED REPORT

THE WICKED REPORT

I want to write to the “News Teams.” I normally do not watch the news, but for the purpose of this article I chose to. I watched a two hour broadcast that included only two things that were positive. Only TWO out of a two hour program! This needs to be addressed. We have epidemics of all kinds in the world today that reach beyond drugs like; Ignorance, denial, delusion, I’m offended syndrome, lack of common sense, lack of accountability, rebellion, violence, excuses etc. Some would disagree with my list, but the one thing that I think all the people can agree on is: we are overdosed on negative, wicked and fear based reports. We have a saying in the south “If it isn’t broke don’t fix it.” I think we all can see the world is broken, she is bleeding all over the place. I want to make it clear that this is not a hate letter but rather a letter written in hope of change. This is not a rant about (fake news), or the crazy politics of our world today. I stay far from the madness of politics. This is about “truth.” I have heard it said in the “news business” “good news is no news” and when it comes to the news I totally agree. News people take responsibility for your words. You promote the EVIL and wicked report all day, everyday and the consequence for you may be, that you have a pocket full of money, but sadly the consequence to the world is anxiety, fear, depression and even suicide! You glorify hopelessness to get ratings and it is pathetic. The majority of people start their day with you and you spread misery as much as possible and then wonder why the world is so bad. This is what you promote!

You steal peoples hope before they even get the sleep out of their eyes in the morning and then you put on your concerned television face and continue to add fuel to the fire! America is wounded and needs to heal and you have helped bruise her! What I mean by bruise her is; all of the non-sense that we have allowed to infect her. I challenge you to make a decision for only one month to refuse to promote negative stories that WE DO NOT NEED TO HEAR AND KNOW ABOUT and see how dramatically America would change. I am not saying that this will fix everything in our world but it would be a good start. I care about the conditions of this messed up world and everyone needs to take their part and make change. I am not saying I do not appreciate informative stories, Obviously there are some things we need to know. I appreciate warnings and such, but the problem is we get every twisted, disturbing, heart piercing, anger and fear based tragedy, and trauma a person could conjure. I am not implying the issues of our world is created solely by news teams. I am saying news teams contribute to the chaos and madness. I have had issues with the “SYMPHONY OF NEGATIVITY” for years, which is precisely why I choose to not watch the news.

Be the news team that is known for spreading hope and see how your ratings will skyrocket. I encourage everyone to stop watching the doom gloom teams that dominate our mornings and instead magnify the good and lovely things so that they can enlarge. Give power to the “GOOD” and weaken the “evil.” We need to be lovers in this earth. LOVE is what is missing. Love is what is needed and in some cases craved with no fulfillment leading more and more to kill themselves. You give nut jobs fame, You help create race wars and many, many other things. You promote hate, anger, and you give life to fear. Always promoting fear with your choice of stories. This is some of the message that you promote. You can do so much good for our world and yet you use that power and platform to steal hope and peace from everyone who listens to you. How do we get rid of the darkness? By bringing in the light! It is not rocket science and you do not need ten degrees to know your part in this messed up world. I rage against the darkness that is overtaking our country and anyone who contributes to it. The world is not evil, it is the people in it. Words are containers for power, you can heal or break with words, you can love or hate with words, you can take hope or give hope with words so why would you want to spread misery and encourage madness? What good does it do to tell us about someone killing their son, or a kid got molested, or head on collisions, rapes, overdoses, robbery, murder. This is death that you give voice to and promote. None of what I have mentioned has life in it. None of this do we need to know! In that two hour program thirty seconds was dedicated to something positive, that is pathetic!!!! You all have a hard on for politics and it is so ridiculous, you talk politics to death but do nothing else. Spilling the same junk over and over again, creating more anxiety and fear. Our quality of life is being destroyed daily by all of the issues I rant about. The suicide rate is at its highest and you set blind, deaf and dumb with statements such as; that is awful, that is so sad, that is tragic. But you are not connecting the dots and taking your part in the hopelessness we all face in America today. You promote fears of every kind and wonder why people are going crazy, and why people are anxiety ridden. No matter your belief system when it is all said and done we ALL will be held accountable for our words and how we lived our life. Do you really want to be told how many people you helped pull the trigger on, or how many you helped push over the edge because of your repetitive, incessant bad news? Do you want to be known for giving all dysfunction power because you like to over dramatize situations and talk it to death just to have a story to share. You contribute to the hate, the violence, and the depravity of our world because YOU GIVE IT A VOICE!!!!!! This is a choice, The evidence is all around us and I plead that my letter will not be in vain, but that is YOUR CHOICE!

Those two hours I dedicated to “The News” inspired the poem “The Ignorant Embrace”.

THE IGNORANT EMBRACE

THE IGNORANT EMBRACE

The world today is backwards,

leaving me baffled,

The victims are the enemy,

The victimizers are pitied,

Delusion and denial are the diseases of the world!

The world is hypnotized by ignorance

Morals are protested against

The goal today is to protect the sin.

Death is embraced,

While life is erased,

Ignorance is what it is,

The accepted mentality, live and let live.

No rules, no accountability,

No truth just accommodate me.

Super sensitive, arrogant and easily offended,

Get over yourselves and stop pretending,

Selfies are symbolic

for the arrogant vain times we are living in,

The world is hypnotized by ignorance

Morals are protested against

The goal of today is to protect the sin.

Indecision,

Contradictions,

Pity party victims,

Crying men,

Continual offense,

Technology addicted,

Morally afflicted,

Wicked,

Trying to throw God out of everything,

This is insane to me,

Twisted lies

And we are left to pay the price.

Hand picked excuses for all manner of dysfunction

Keeping the world sick, and I am left disgusted.

Stepping on lovers,

While embracing the haters,

The media spreading death everyday of the week,

Creating chaos instead of peace,

Abusing their positions for a paycheck, title and TV time,

Meanwhile their “NEWS” is creating suicides,

The wicked report is what they promote

Meanwhile people are hanging from ropes,

Wicked minds,

Wicked lives,

What about me all of the time,

Defending crimes,

Getting high,

Robbing people blind,

Feel sorry for me,

No responsibility,

Refuse to see,

Excuses make them free,

Denial and delusion are the diseases of the world!

The world is hypnotized by ignorance,

Morals are protested against,

The goal of today is to protect the sin.

We are living in the ignorant embrace,

That some of us have made.

The exchange of;

Lovely for ugly,

Educated for insanity,

Truth for lies, Freedom for crimes,

Quality of life for technology,

Purity for dirty,

Loyalty for social media,

Wisdom for ignorance,

Good for evil,

Reality for fantasy,

Life for death,

Justice for injustice,

What is left,

This exchange is our downfall,

Live and let live with no rules is law,

We all are witness’s,

We all see,

The world treating morals, values and human decency,

As if irrelevant in 2019,

All of this and more disgusts me,

The world has become a big giant whore,

Taunting, stalking,

Infecting and destroying,

Using, devouring,

Tempting, exposing,

Spreading disease,

Self destructing, calloused and wounded,

Twisted delusion,

Chasing excuses,

Adding to the abuses.

The madness has to stop,

Lift your voices and say no more,

Let us divorce the whore and…

Take our world back as it should be,

Safe, enjoyable and lovely.

SELF DECEIT IS A BEAST

SELF DECEIT IS A BEAST

I heard a statement that I love that says, Self deceit is said to be a sin against commonsense.

How very true and prophetic this is. We have many and I stress many pandemics in our country today and one is “Self deceit” I have said for a few years now that nobody likes truth today they shun and despise it and this attitude is feeding the beast called self deceit. I have someone in my life who frustrates me so much because she is self deceived about literally everything in her life. The world and culture today is full of excuses and looking for someone to blame things on. Everyone today seems to be a victim and I just want to SCREAM at them GROW UP and be ACCOUNTABLE already! I have also said that “truth is denied its abilities” and we see the aftermath of the blatant rejection of truth from the moral decay of our nation, lack of integrity and work ethics, the ever present junkies and the plain stupid that seem to always be offended and cannot wait to get on social media and find others to be offended with them keeping wars going. People who are self deceived are dangerous because they are unwilling to see reality. The person in my life who is self deceived (there are more than her by the way) has created so much drama in her life and more importantly her children’s lives. Self deceived people are usually selfish people too. Those two together are a tag team for destruction. When a person is self deceived they are believing lies and they not only believe lies they will defend the lies that they believe I think this problem is close to insanity.

I have never understood what the big deal is to simply admit that you are wrong or that you need to work on some things. I don’t see what is wrong with admitting that you have made some mistakes, we all have. None of us are perfect, nor will we ever be perfect all we can do is strive to be better. Sadly 2019 has not proved that we are getting better nor did 2018 or 2017. Sadly we are going backward. All of the madness in this world today that is promoted by social media only proves how pathetic and ignorant the world has become. I do not see anything that is conducive with intelligence on social media, the news or outside my front door door. What we have is a junkie infested excuse ridden world that hosts pity party victims, trouble makers, easily offended cry me a river, moral decay, huge decline of integrity, weak ass men that do not want to work, technology addicted, disrespectful punks, rebellious adults acting like children, and all the ones who continue to live in the past and continue to repeat it. We have thieves and deviants of all kinds, public shootings becoming the norm, cyber bullying and eight year old’s killing themselves, Self entitlement attitudes and arrogance ruling the world. I am only left with my words and the hope that someday people with some intelligence and influence will take a look around and agree with me and begin to force some change. I continue to dream and will continue to scream!

THE BREAD OF SORROW

I am frustrated and so I scream

Blind people who never see

Their choices are a disease

They choose to be bound, instead of free

The information age

Is what they say

The evidence is lacking to say the least

While everyone chases the beast

Rather than feast

They eat of…

The bread of sorrow

Don t remind me

I do not want to see

Don’t deposit wisdom

I choose to live as a victim

Let me insult your intelligence, play stupid with me

Irresponsibility, chaos and misery

This is your chosen meal

Catatonic in your ignorance

You do not feel

Your chosen tyranny

Is so offensive

I am left with my words

You never learn

This is the definition

Of ignorance

Experience is a teacher

But you forsake her

Lies mothering other lies

I no longer have the time

For your lies mixed with cries

Your cries mixed with lies

Your invisible world nurtures you

The fantasy that you seem to think is true

You are like so many

desiring pity rather than power

You reject the meal

Repeat tomorrow

You choose to eat of…

The bread of sorrow

You do not eat alone

You share your bread

With the ones you are suppose to love

Even though it is salted with dread…

and cold

You force feed the hurt

Remember you will eat your words

Pathetic, sorry excuses is the road map of your life

Wont listen to wisdom

You choose to suffer and cry

You refuse to listen

To reason

It is too real for you to handle

You will eventually burn out like a candle

You are like so many

Desiring pity rather than power

You reject the meal

Repeat tomorrow

You choose to eat of…

The bread of sorrow

Cant control others stupid choices

Ignoring all of the voices

With good advice

But you renounce it

Calling it pride

That is such bullshit

Remember that your version of pride

Is one of the seven deadlies

learn what it means, then cry

Your sad chosen melodies

You are like so many

Desiring pity rather than power

You reject the meal

Repeat tomorrow

You choose to eat of…

The bread of sorrow

You glutton on lies, fantasy and misconceptions

Twisting everything even scripture

Chasing a church that is deceptive

Only going to one that will tell you what you want to hear

The reward of your chosen ignorance is tears

Your wounds I will no longer suture

You are a walking contradiction

Another of your many chosen afflictions

It has been indicative

A haunting apparition

A man addiction

The devil has been mimicked in your house

He represents all that is toxic and wicked

This is what you have allowed

This ridiculous contradiction of a relationship

Makes me SICK

You had your out more than once

You still make the same dumb-ass choice

Ignoring the voice

The information age

Is what they say

The evidence is lacking to say the least

While everyone chases the beast

Rather than feast

They eat of…

The bread of sorrow

Another Day, Another Page

By Kimber Renee

REDNECK WOMAN BEATER (nobody sweats you)

Five years I have known you-you worm

For five years you have infected everyone that you have come in contact with

Like a germ

I have been begged to not turn my wrath on you

I have been begged to not turn my husband loose on you

The time finally came when I was able to scream at you with furious rage

Inviting you to come for a visit at last

So that we could whoop your ass

You like to make threats behind peoples back

But you twisted germ, you have no ball sack

To full-fill what you say

You are such a waste of space

I know all about the abuse

I know all about the excuse

That men like you have

For being a worthless piece of trash

I can only hope that she sees she can stand on her own

Leaving you with your sad sack all alone

We make no threats and now you know

Warnings is what you get

And we are able to show

Unlike you-you weak little worm

A pussy with skin

You are a disgrace to everyone especially the race of men

A man is not what you are, or ever will be

You REDNECK WOMAN BEATER are pathetic and a disease

The name of your disease is “Little dick syndrome”

You are a worthless bum

You have failed her and the children in every way

I thrashed you with my words

But REDNECK WOMAN BEATER when my husband gets you its gonna hurt

Then…you will need the drugs that you feed on to kill the pain

I will be laughing insane

Its been a looonnnggg time waiting for you

You went too far and ran your mouth and threatened the wrong ones

She may not want me to defend her, but I will defend US, as they say it is on

You hid like a little bitch

Did not live up to the words off of your lips

You did not think we would ever know

You REDNECK WOMAN BEATER are not only a coward but slow

The drugs burned your brain cells out of your head

To think we would not find out all that you said

When the people you bragged too were loyal to us

Your arrogance caused you to screw up

With many more times to come I am sure

You will offend and suffer plenty, until she finally kicks you to the curb

Stupid is your middle name

You should walk in shame

For all that those kids have been forced to see over these years

No more tears from me

You will feel my release

You have failed to provide

Too busy getting high

You have failed to protect

You chose to be a redneck

You are a compulsive liar, a walking contradiction

You feed on drugs, alcohol and stupid is your affliction

You want to talk about your name as if it is “the shit”

I do not care whose crotch you came out of…You are a selfish cowardly prick

I never heard of your name till five years ago

Your name means nothing, You will reap what you sow

My voice is not silent anymore

You worthless whore

You had nothing to say back to me on the phone

But yet you make threats like you are bad to the bone

I begged you to come for a visit

To make good on your threat

You REDNECK WOMAN BEATER are a pathetic mess

A worthless piece of human shit

Sadly a woman is all you have the balls to hit

Does it make you feel good that a FOUR YEAR OLD IS SCARED OF YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I cannot wait till my husband confronts you

HOW DARE YOU claim to love them with that condescending mouth of yours

Your ass will hit the floor

You are a punk ass bitch

Who deserves to be in prison choking on a dick!!!!!!

That’s coming soon too

A warrant chasing you

But like little bitches do, you hide from everyone and everything

You evade

You crave

You steal

You do not feel

Oh but You will Trust me on that

The consequence is tattooed on your ass

All you have to do is get some liquid courage in ya

And come see us

Our address has not changed

It is still the same

We will teach you a lesson long deserved

You worthless weak-ass little worm

I did not ask for this battle it was brought to me

I despise drama, but the consequence you will see

Everyone has a hard-on for telling me about all of the drama induced bullshit

Even when I don’t want to know

No don’t do anything people cry, I poured a bucket of fuck-it on it

Not this time

I don’t play crow

That’s your job to blow

Another reason you should be in prison

You blow like a pro with those lips

That is all that you can do with them

You REDNECK WOMAN BEATER are utterly and completely useless

I say all of this and more with a grin

You have given me many reasons

To defend

Get brave be accountable for the first time in your pathetic life

Oh that’s right

You cant fight

Unless it is the opposite sex

You weak-ass REDNECK!!!!!!!!!!

You have infected my soul for five years

I have cried many tears

Know things, but could not do anything

With promises being made

She would leave your pansy ass

No more restraints

She is aware

The beast has been turned loose

Righteous anger will be turned up on your wicked ass!!!!!!

I have bit my tongue off to keep the peace

I have prayed my guts out to keep from putting hands on you

You were fortunate that we never walked in on anything

or this poem would not exist and you would not be free

Free to get high

Free to lay on your ass and whine

Free to condescend with your arrogance

Free to fill children with hate, terror and resentment

If we ever walked in on anything

You would be a prison bitch right now instead of free!!!!

Passed around like a joint

Am I making my point

You are a weak ass punk is all that I see!!!

My last words

Screaming at you

were “NOBODY SWEATS YOU”

You heard

You said NOTHING and did NOTHING

That is the proof

You are a Turd

Floating around in your stinking bowl of life

Always stirring up stink

Looking to the weak for a fight

Congratulations you found one

Now come get some

We are just two of many who have marked your goofy ass

Two of many who want to whoop your pansy ass

You have been marked

And if you were smart

You would either take it like a man for the first time in your stinking and pathetic life

Or get out of this town and take flight

Go to your family and cry

The same tired song you have always sung

Let them continue to enable you to be a worthless bum.

You are only a redneck

To the opposite sex

Nobody that can hold their own

You are scared when it comes to those

You have disrespected far to many

You are so weak and puny

Many reprieves you were given

That escaped your polluted mind

You are not forgiven

For your selfish crimes

You have chosen a side

And its not the side of light

You chose darkness

That will remain your plight

When you are getting high

The visuals of a scared little FOUR YEAR OLD are playing in my mind

While you are getting high and flapping your lips

The visual playing in my mind is your dirty hands wrapped around this WOMAN’S neck!!

While you are getting high and making threats that you cannot keep

I am wishing you had balls and a backbone and come and see

Come see little bitch what is waiting for you

You wanted it, do what you say you will do

You have been a thorn in her side

and a pain in my ass

You hide behind your lies

And you have zero class

But atlas you have bitten off more than you can chew

And now the mad dog is after you

I cant escape the visuals you conjured for me

Through others telling me the awful things that I see

With rage I seethe

Like a hungry lion

And you are my prey

I am waiting for the day

That we can teach you some southern manners and respect

To put your pathetic attitude in check

Many lions are roaring after you, wanting a taste

We lick our lips waiting for the day

When the feast can be attained

And you will feel some of the pain

You afflicted onto others, that were too weak to defend themselves

This is one lesson that you REDNECK WOMAN BEATER WILL NOT FAIL

Because we will be your teachers of the school of life

There are consequences for words and actions, you should have picked your battle wise

But you just thought you could continue to do and say what you wanted and scathe by

WRONG You asked for this fight

It is a sad sorry mess that you created

You made your bed REDNECK WOMAN BEATER now lay in it!!!!!!

You steal the child’s voice

You steal their choice

Because sadly adults want to threaten them not to tell

Their dirty business

It makes me furious

I made sure they knew we were here for them

Over and over again

Just text me I said

I will be there in five minutes

Why did they not tell us

Because of the threats by people that are screwed up!

By people that threw them under the bus

When they did speak up!!!!!!

It breaks my heart that they could not trust

You will suffer for all of this

You worthless DICK

Believe that

IT IS GONNA BE YOUR ASS!!!!!!!

No apology will be big enough

To prevent us

I do not encourage my husband to scrap

But you created an itch that needs scratched

They could not share that their mother was being beat up

Because of stupid adults telling them to shut up

All to protect your junkie, alcoholic ass

That is REDNECK CLASS

So the adults can evade responsibility, and get high

This too is a crime

But unfortunately the children have done the time

The excuses that adults give is sickening to me

While the kids emotionally bleed

The adults justifying and throwing them under the bus are despicable to me

All because they do not want to own their responsibility

Its the victim sing a long and the blame game saga

That will not be forgotten

But Oh no -No truth please

Or you are the enemy

Their voice has been stolen

They are left broken

But that is OK

But don’t ever say

That I am wrong

I want to keep singing the song

That helps me sleep at night

Overlooking what is right

You REDNECK WOMAN BEATER are despised

Thankfully you have never touched the kids

You would have already been dealt with

Emotional abuse has been their lives

While you get high

And come home and proceed to be a big billy bad-ass

Being a continuous nag

Till emotions escalate

And violence takes place

Creating more memories for them to erase

STOP hiding and come and see us!!!

STOP hiding behind the kids who have seen too much

Man up!

So tired of men not being men

Thinking of you makes me cringe

In disgust

Man up and shut up!

And watch what that little member speaks

You are so weak

I am purging this out of my soul

No more energy given to a fool

No more words given to this

CREATED MESS

I AM DONE!!!!!!!!!

Sincerely, F**k you very much

This is written to all men who may be reading it that has a hard-on for beating women, especially those with kids!!! This is my purge. There are times in life when you have to stand up for what is right! Choice is powerful and Our choice should always be to defend women and children! I decided to rock out and yell for awhile. I only write poetry when I am emotionally charged. Hence why I refer to my poetry as “Yelling on paper” I did not like the source but I loved the inspiration. This is yet another epidemic in this country and probably all over the world. If people would stand up for one another with these examples given from Gabriel being bullied to death in school, or women and kids that end up in situations like this. If the abusers in either of these cases would have a rash of people to fight every-time they bullied a kid, or anytime a man who chooses to hit a woman had to deal with several men standing in line to kick that ass a lot of this stupid stuff would stop! I am not an advocate of violence if you have been a faithful reader then you know that. However I do get loud on paper, OOPS that is the human coming out of me. I loved my Papas generation they were men (not the posers we have today just carrying the name) and took care of it the old fashion way and everything went back to normal. Their word was their bond. Now we have a generation of people who are always on the right side of wrong. Making excuses for ignorance with self made titles. We sadly live in a society that justifies everything with one term or another then we have those same people saying phrases like “This world is so bad” or “This world is so crazy” Over and over again stop giving the madness license! Stop taking the side of the beasts of our present world. I said to my husband why cant people just LOVE it is the easiest emotion to show and he said something profound that i am going to close with. He said “Honey you are trying to plant love in a garden of drama”.

Another Day, Another Page  by Kimber Renee

JUSTICE FOR GABRIEL (PART TWO)

JUSTICE FOR GABRIEL (PART TWO)

I wrote last year a piece called “Justice for Gabriel.” in the Lakeviewtimes. For all those who do not know this was a sweet and precious little eight year old boy who was bullied mercilessly at Carson Elementary in Cincinnati Ohio. This little boy took his OWN LIFE by hanging himself!!!!!!! The parents filed a wrongful death lawsuit against the school and they said and I quote “The case should be dismissed because school leaders did not cause his death” I am outraged and so sad and disgusted by the system of this pathetic world! This story has affected me greatly and I often think of Gabriel. Go online and look at his pictures and ask yourself could you dismiss him? There is video proving how bad the bullying was. One of 31 security cameras around Carson Elementary captured an incident at the entry of a school restroom two days before the boys death. The security camera shows that Gabriel entered, another student either pulled him or assaulted him, and Gabriel slumped to the floor. The video showed Gabriel lay unconscious for nearly seven minutes. No one told Gabriel’s mother that he fainted later he complained about belly pains his mother took him to Cincinnati Children’s Hospital Medical Center, where he was treated and released. His mother kept him home from school the next day. But the day after that Gabriel went back to Carson, where in the morning two students took his water bottle from him. That night at home Gabriel hanged himself!

CPS response says “There is no indication that school officials ignored reports of bullying against Gabriel or that they minimized his injuries. The response filed Oct. 6 says the wrongful death suit, if successful would impose new burdens on schools “the court should decline the invitation to impose onerous untested, unnecessary new requirements on the public school system.” Jennifer Branch the lawyer representing Gabriel’s parents in the federal suit said about the CPS response, “We’re disappointed that the school district chose to fight instead of resolving this case, but we’re confident that the lawsuit supports all claims in the “lawsuit”

This school is seeking for this to be dismissed!!!!!! What is wrong with people do they have no heart, do they have NO compassion even for our children? I am at a loss. I do not even know what to say about this. PISS on this! The court should DISMISS this pathetic school system who is back peddling and avoiding and evading their responsibility! When parents send their kids to school it is THE SCHOOL SYSTEMS RESPONSIBILITY TO KEEP THEM SAFE! They failed Gabriel then and sadly THEY CONTINUE TO FAIL HIM NOW!!!! If this was their child would they be asking for a dismissal? HELL NO they would not!!!!! These kids that bullied him should be punished! The school should be punished! The parents of these bullies should be punished!!!!I am so FED-UP that when things like this happen people say dont blame the teachers REALLY? ALL that say that should choke on their words! Teaching is not their only responsibility. The first responsibility is to PROTECT THE CHILDREN!!!!!! NO EXCUSES are allowed when a EIGHT YEAR OLD HANGS HIMSELF!!!!!

Where is justice for Gabriel? WHERE! WHERE! WHERE! I am sickened by this and it is indicative of the cold ass world that we live in and it is disgusting to me. RIGHT IS RIGHT PEOPLE and WRONG IS WRONG!!!!!! They want to talk about burdens on schools BOO HOO and SHAME ON YOU! An innocent 8 year old boy whose smile will forever be in my mind killed himself SCREW your burdens!!!!! Two parents are suffering the greatest loss of their lives and YOU WANT TO TALK ABOUT BURDENS!!!!!! I am outraged and I I I I will NEVER FORGET OR DISMISS GABRIEL!!!!! How dare you! I wish all parents could home school their kids and tell the schools to shove it up their ass!

It is heartbreaking! It is tragic and senseless! PARENTS GET OFF OF SOCIAL MEDIA AND TEACH YOUR KIDS TO BE HUMAN BEINGS!!!!! There is NO down playing, NO excuses in this matter! Just like the chic I wrote about recently in the Lakeviewtimes who defended a baby rapist and turned on those who defended the baby this is another example of the IGNORANCE and COLDNESS that we allow and our laws uphold. What I mean is this should not even be a fight! EVERYBODY SHOULD BE ON GABRIEL’S SIDE!!!!! EVERYBODY SHOULD BE ON HIS PARENTS SIDE! The fact that they are not is wicked and cruel. The school should have their lips sown on the parents asses!!!!! Instead they are fighting against JUSTICE FOR GABRIEL!!!!!!!!

SWEET GABRIEL YOU ARE NOT FORGOTTEN

I have never met you sweet boy

I am grieved for your choice

I am sorry that people failed you sweet boy

They are wicked, calloused and cold with their choice

Your name is one of an angel and that is so sweet

I am sorry Gabriel that so many are weak

To weak to stand strong for you

This boy I never knew

Gabriel I love you.

I am sorry baby boy for your pain

I am sorry for the deafened ears that did not hear

I am sorry for the blinded eyes that did not see you

To the ones who ignored you I pray for great shame!

I think of you often a smile that lights up a room

I pray that justice will come soon

I grieve for you

This boy I never knew

I LOVE YOU!

I lift my voice for you

I cry tears for you

I wish I would have had the privilege of knowing you

I will never forget you

I will keep writing about you

I will keep honoring you

I WILL REMEMBER YOU!

Your life has affected mine in a profound way

I wish you could have stayed

The smile that lit up a room

The boy I never knew

I LOVE YOU!

Mans justice fails people daily but I take comfort in the justice of GOD. Believe me HIS justice will prevail!!!!!! Nobody can escape GOD and HE is a GOD of justice!!!! He sees the wicked world that we give license to by evading responsibility and evading doing what is right because it is right!!!! To the parents if by some miracle they get to read this, I am so terribly sorry for the loss of your angel. I am outraged and pray for justice. I know my words are small compared to the pain you feel but your son Gabriel the little angel has touched me beyond words. I wish I could hug you both and cry with you. We are strangers but we are connected because I also grieve for your sweet Gabriel and will scream for him as long as I live. I will remember him and you both forever. I am sorry for the pathetic denial of many and lack of compassion and will continue to lift my voice and prayers for you. I will hold your little boys smile in my heart forever.

STUPID GENIUS

STUPID GENIUS

The title is a contradiction very much like the world we are living in. Technology, it is everywhere that you go. We are living in what is known as the “information age.” We are suppose to be more intelligent than any other generation before us. What I see daily is not conducive with intelligence. Do not get me wrong, I appreciate the convenience of having a cell phone in case you break down on a lonely stretch of highway, I appreciate how fast we can transfer information via email but….. I choose to see the bigger picture. People are getting as cold and emotionless as the technological toys that they are addicted to. We not only have rehab for drugs and alcohol but now we have rehabs for people who are addicted to cold lifeless machines. It is getting out of hand. Even our President cant seem to stay off of social media to run our country. Technology is convenient but we are paying a price.

We have a data base full of information that sadly is being used for wicked purposes. The divorce rate is higher than it has ever been thanks to social media. It infuriates me to see people who have been married for 20 plus years end because of social media, families being torn apart because some ADULT wants to act like a teenager trying to hook up with any random person they can, looking for someone to stroke their ego and other things. It is sickening! The majority of social media is geared towards whores and whore-dogs and that is the truth. Bullying now reaches kids outside of school via the term “cyber bullying”, created by social media. Serial killers and child molesters do not even have to leave their homes to find their victims, all they have to do is post an add on Craig’s list or other types of social media. We have a series called “Catfish” about people taking advantage of people and playing with emotions and deceiving due to social media. Our country is getting more obese because of the convenience of technology. We now have 10 year olds with diabetes because all they are interested in doing is playing with their techno toys and eating. My fear is that eventually people will be born with absolutely no muscles because society is barely using what GOD gave us. Babies will be born with a cell phone attached to their head. I know this sounds silly but I am making a point. We can barely get eye contact because that would require someone to look away from their phone. Phones have become a body part to many and they are totally lost without them. It is not healthy for us to be in constant contact with someone 24/7. Silence and quiet is a medicine for the soul. Social skills are depleting because of all of this wonderful technology. Eventually people will not even know how to write. No-one even has to think because they can google it. Now we have to worry when we are on the highway that some IDIOT will be playing on their phone while on the road. It is so bad that now they charge you with D.U.I if caught on your phone while driving. Our paper said there are more accidents as a result of people playing on their phones than drunks now. I say enjoy the toys but honestly I wish they would revise the entire system. There is a song by Chevelle called “Take out the gunman” That is what we need to do and the “gun man” in this situation is technology. Casey Anthony used technology to look up information on how to kill her little girl. Nut jobs look up how to make bombs. It is sad and pathetic. Steven King wrote a book called “The cell” and everyone who had a cell phone turned into zombies. It was a story of fiction but I think it was prophetic and the evidence is all around us.

We live in a drive by society, if it isn’t easy no one wants any part of it. I realize there are responsible people who have facebook and I commend you. I also realize that not all social media is bad, Some use it to edify and help, some use it to promote their business and I applaud that, but again the majority are not being responsible and many are suffering. We complain about our enemies and yet we have a system so they can get information about us and recruit. We complain about the lack of morals and yet we have pornographic sites for anyone who chooses to click that button. I heard the other day that a 10 year old boy had a friend send him a link to one of these sites PATHETIC!!!! HELLO when is enough enough. Little girls are corresponding with grown men and disappearing and people are concerned about friends and lovers on Facebook. What are we 12 years old with the question, will you be my friend REALLY? I have already made my opinions known about the drug pandemic but I want to point out another contradiction. People rant about the drug problem and turn around and give the JUNKIES needles giving them a license! I already made my points in ZOMBIE APOCALYPSE and stand by my solution DROP THEM OFF ON A ISLAND!!! DOES ANY OF WHAT I HAVE MENTIONED SOUND INTELLIGENT?

People in the 1800’s had more intelligence than we do today, they had better morals and actually used their bodies for what they were designed for. Technology has created a bunch of soft whiney weak men. It is scary to see how many men cry at the drop of a hat. Look at the people on Americas Got Talent and The Voice you cant escape a man turning on the tears Pathetic. Thankfully I have a real man but sadly men are turning into soft little girls, women have more of a back bone than men do today. I told my husband we need to make a new Kleenex commercial and the pitch would be “KLEENEX FOR THE SOFTER SIDE OF MEN” Men are human and have a right to cry about something real but today thanks to technology raising them they cry every-time the wind blows wrong.

Even though I am a young chick I crave simpler times, when you could get eye contact and enjoy going out to dinner without hearing someone either on their phone or hearing it ring. When you could turn on the television and not see women twerking their ass. When you did not have to censor what the kids watched. Technology is replacing manners I guess. Because it is 2018 we somehow think its OK to be sex driven, perverted, foul mouthed, disrespectful, heartless and cruel, self intilted, oppininated and arrogant, and lets not forget EASILY OFFENDED! We look at our world and marvel on how messed up that it has become largely because of TECHNOLOGY. Technology in and of itself is fine, it is peoples choices that cause a problem. Technology tempts and PEOPLE make the stupid choice. We are trusting machines with our entire lives, is this intelligent when machines will always fail at some point.

We complain about people making bombs but yet we give them information through the internet to make them and then we say things like that is so awful as if we had nothing to do with it. I want someone with some intelligence and influence to wake up and see TECHNOLOGY is killing our world I want someone to look away from money and convenience and see what they have traded for it. The entire system needs revised. Anything in excess is bad and we have entirely way too much information out there and it is stealing quality of life from all of us. Serious disconnects need made to the glorious Internet. It is doing more harm than good and nobody can deny that. There are even rooms you can look up where rich people pay to torture people and you can watch. Every depraved thing, every wicked thing, everything that could be used to hurt should be taken out!!!! I am simply saying make some serious revisions and disconnects already. STOP choosing money over quality of life.

Another huge contradiction is freedom of speech. Freedom of speech only applies if…we cater to everyone’s moronic ideas and ignorance. Tip-toeing around everyone’s poor little feelings. The attitude of our world today is…Go along with my preferences, baby me and tell me everything is OK but whatever you do do not tell anyone what they need to hear, do not tell anyone anything that leaves them taking personal ownership and responsibility. I have ranted about this multiple times because as I have said “Truth is denied its abilities.” If people tell the truth they are labeled a hater and many other things. People sue people for telling the truth it is disgusting. All of what I have ranted about is disgusting and the tragedy in all of this is it can be fixed and no-one is trying to extinguish any of the madness instead they want to keep putting fuel on the fire even though it is consuming our world. I will say this again at the risk of being repetitive DENIAL and DELUSION are the diseases of this world. I have said, if you read me you have to take the salty with the sweet. I will leave you with a question, does any of what I have discussed today sound intelligent to you?