They called Cammy Tayler the voice of the dead. She remembers when she was seven years old and had her first encounter with spirit. Her Granny called it the “Magic.” Her Granny had it too and introduced her to a mirror that would assist her in her communications. Spirit that wanted to share their stories could play it out on the mirror. Right out of high-school she began traveling to well known haunts with her assistant and best friend Zack Davis in an effort to collect stories from the spirits that were willing to share. She buys a haunted house setting on what was called “Mary’s Farms” dated back to the 1700’s and soon discovers that it was inhabited by spirits. The land cried blood. Her journey leads her to prove legends to be fact like Chief Eagle Wings curse on Mary’s Farms, the witch’s cabin and Shelly the doll. Her adventures lead her to a cave called “Ghost cave’ and Jackals Bridge. The spirits flooded her with stories. She discovers the dark history and the all consuming influence of the witch who possessed and thrived at Mary’s farms. Will she survive the darkness? Come, and take the adventure and see.
Hell’s Hallways presents one question, what if there is an eternal life waiting for us. Amber Lee discovers the answer to this question and so much more as she takes a journey to the darkest place to ever exist, Hell. She remembers fondly of a time in her life when she considered God to be her friend, but she became jaded by religion and experience. Her bitterness leads her to a stripper pole and heroin yearning for acceptance. Eventually she overdoses and falls to the underworld. On her way she is taken on a journey of her life. She visits times and places that she would rather forget like when she was thirteen and had a job for the pastor to make extra money to buy a dress to be baptized in, and he tried to molest her, or when she took heroin for the first time, or when the love of her life rejected and tried to kill her. This and many other experiences fed her disbelief in a God, a heaven or a hell that held all punishment for sinners. She is greeted by many evil hosts that take her on a nightmarish tour that would change her life and beliefs forever. No matter your belief system Hell’s Hallways is relate able to everyone and leaves you with a choice.
This is not just a statement this is reality! This is not about being hyper spiritual as I do not agree with that. We can get out of balance in every area of life and spirituality is one of those areas. This is a hard core truthful blog that is so critically important to every person who reads it. This blog will not be my opinion and it is NOT CONSPIRACY THEORIES. This blog is factual and should be considered and taken very seriously. My love for my fellow man drives me to do this blog and I can only hope it will be well received and sleeping people will wake up to the facts that are all around us.
I want to start by telling you that I grew up in a Pentecostal church. My experiences there are not to attack or label other Pentecostal churches but… The one I attended gave me a real education on hypocrisy, control and manipulation which GOD is not a promoter of. I heard the famous words every week “The end of the world is here” All of us kids were scared to death in fact one day my neighbor was visiting me and we were playing with Barbies when the city alarm went off. They were testing it but me and her thought the same thing we both said in unison the end is here! We believed it then but after you hear something over and over you become desensitized to it. I stopped going to that church once I had been a teenager. I started reading the Bible at 19 not out of obligation but curiosity and then deep respect for the ULTIMATE TRUTH and POWER IN IT. I say this to make the point to all people out there who have been jaded by religion and even deceived by it to the expulsion of GOD or anything GOD-like. This is not a sermon but rather a warning and we are all free moral agents and have been given by GOD free will and the right to choose. So the choice will be yours what you will do with the information I give you in this blog. It will be lengthy as there is a lot to cover hope you can hang.
No matter your belief system we all can agree there is good and there is evil. No matter your belief system we all could agree that what we are witnessing and hearing daily is tangible, palpable evil. We can see, hear, and feel it looming everywhere. Through our devices in every neighborhood and city and town across America. And the beginning of it all started in the White House. This Admin is the Devil’s advocate and all that they have created in these soon to be 3 years has been proof positive of that. They are key players in the “LAST DAYS” we are living in the last of the last days and I will prove that to you throughout this blog.
Let me start by saying that I have never said the last days are here until these last 3 years and I am totally convinced. The saying is if it quacks like a duck and looks like a duck then it is a duck well, the end time signs are upon us many have been fulfilled and others are in the process. I encourage all to read for yourself. I did a blog months ago on 2 Timothy 3 prophesy dealing with the character of the “Last Days Society” Today I will delve into Matthew 24 and Thessalonians and Revelation. Let us start with Matthew 24 the words of JESUS himself telling us what will be the signs of the end of days and the Rapture that is sure to come.
This is from the Passion Translation which is an amplified Bible. I love the amplified Bible same word just richer and easier to understand.
Matthew 24;3
Later when they arrived at the Mount of Olives, His disciples came privately to where he was sitting and said, “Tell us, when will these things happen? And what sign should we expect to signal your coming and the completion of this age?”
Matthew 24:4,5
Jesus answered, At that time deception will run rampant. So beware that you are not fooled! For many will appear on the scene claiming my authority or saying about themselves, I am the anointed one, And they will lead many astray.
Let us stop there for a moment and expand on this reality today. DECEPTION is running rampant. Do we not have CRT and gender ideologies. We live in a society if you do not say and agree that A MAN can have a baby you are labeled a white supremacist and homophobic and a hater. We live in a society where the establishment wants us to agree with and enable severely mentally ill people. We are living in a society of delusional people and we are expected to enable and celebrate their delusions. Are we not seeing our kids being corrupted and groomed. These are false doctrines. We hear so many wicked things being PREACHED like white supremacy. Another example is what is happening in Idaho with Lori and Chad Daybell. We have seen this in Charles Manson, Jim Jones and other nut jobs but today there are many false doctrines being puked at us.
None of us who saw the Grammy’s this year will ever forget the demonic and blasphemous performance of “UNHOLY” and what made it especially disturbing to me was all the celebrities smiling and cheering like idiots and actually applauding this!!!!! Or the Satanic parade in Brazil and lets not ignore that right now they are trying to get “SATAN CLUBS” in our school even though they took prayer and the 10 commandments out of our schools. Satan clubs and drag queens and perverted material is part of OUR CHILDREN’S CURRICULUM.!!!! they just had a huge Satan convention! WAKE UP! People on the left continually defend things that are irrational, evil, repulsive, and things that are an abomination to God. This deception that Jesus foretold is here and NO ONE can deny its existence. We are forced to choke on it all day. People in the white house playing GOD and supporting mutilation through the “gender care act”. The biology is correct the mind is troubled. But you are not allowed to be rational and sensible they despise the natural order of things. The result of all of this licensed wickedness and deception was birthed by this admin. They brought the DEVIL with them! I will expand on that later. WAKE UP!
Matthew 24:6 You will hear of wars and revolutions on every side, with more rumors of wars to come, Dont panic or give into your fears, FOR THE BREAKING APART OF THE WORLDS SYSTEMS IS DESTINED TO HAPPEN. But it won’t yet be the end; It will still be unfolding.
Can anyone deny this? Do we not see actual wars but also wars in our streets via rioting, and mass shootings, Do we not see all of the divisions that once again this admin birthed. Division is wars ugly cousin. We are being threatened daily by our enemies and if you are watching leftist media then you are oblivious to that fact. WORLD SYSTEMS let’s start with our CONSTITUTION that has been attacked ever since this wicked admin took office, These are facts, not speculations. The school system is corrupted by perverts who are trying to indoctrinate our children and grooming them with their sick and twisted ideologies. Our judicial system arrests people who defend themselves and their families and releases hardened criminals felons and murders. Defunding our police disrespecting them, brutalizing them, creating narratives to cause hate toward them, and the results we all see in the big cities are being overtaken by smash and grab a new term put into our English language that this admin created with their wicked policies. 5-year-olds are being killed, elderly being killed at the ATM in broad daylight. Left mayors and governors could care less about the carnage and are in fact advocating and defending it. People are leaving their cities because it is so violent. Again if you are relying on left media groups to inform you of this all-real reality then you are in the dark and know nothing hence deceived you may as well live under a rock or in a cave because their only motive is to deceive you and protect their president. They take for granted that Americans are stupid and will buy into their lies and sadly that has been proving true hence all the ones who voted this crazy insane posse into our white house. Never have I seen what I am seeing now. IT IS INSANE! WAKE UP! So to make it clear the systems that have been broken are as follows:
Constitution of the United States
Judicial system
School system
Economy
Government
News and journalist
and society as a whole!
Matthew 24:7,8
Nations will go to war against nations and kingdoms against kingdoms and there will be terrible earthquakes, horrible epidemics and famines in place after place. “THIS IS HOW THE BIRTH PAINS OF THE NEW AGE WILL BEGIN!”
Ukraine has become a priority which is none of our business. This admin sending money we do not have to further the inflation for us to help people that are not our responsibility, meanwhile, our cherished ally ISREAL was ignored by our president! We all cannot deny the massive amount of natural disasters that have taken place in the last 3 years. Multiple ones are happening at the same time. Many places have suffered one after the other on the same day. I know the Skeptic would argue well we have always had natural disasters I would agree that Yes we have but that is not what Jesus said look at the last line the “BIRTH PAINS” So the meaning is when you see the natural disasters coming with intensity and frequency just like birth pains then you know we are in the last days. The baby does not come with the first pain or the second but eventually, as the pains get more intense and frequent the baby comes! WAKE UP! The GREEN NUTS that fill our white house are promoting global warming constantly they do not focus on the border, inflation, violence, and the many many other crises that they have caused but want to camp on electric cars. I will explain why they do that later. There is a spiritual element to everything that they have done and are continuing and trying to do and I will explain that at the end of this blog. What we are seeing is a GLOBAL WARNING NOT WARMING and I just want it known that I do believe we have damaged this earth but this is not what is happening. It is a scare tactic to make the wealthy wealthier. Here is one definition of epidemic: Something bad, widespread in a community. The problem has become epidemic.
Epidemics are rampant Covid and many strains the epidemic of the stupid, the epidemic of ignorance and liars, the hate epidemic, the immorality and perversion that is an epidemic today. Junkies. The epidemic of the deceived and delusional, epidemic of technology addiction. I personally see these as pandemics. We have moved long ago from epidemic to full-blown pandemic on all of these issues! Inflation has caused famine from place to place another created mess by this wicked and nonsensical admin!
Matthew 9:12-13
“You can expect to be persecuted even killed; for you will be hated by all the nations for loving me. Then many will stop following me and fall away, and they will betray one another and hate one another. And many lying prophets will arise, deceiving multitudes and leading them away from the path of truth. THERE WILL BE SUCH AN INCREASE OF SIN OF LAWLESSNESS THAT THOSE WHOSE HEARTS ONCE BURNED WITH PASSION FOR GOD AND OTHERS WILL GROW COLD” But hold your hope firmly to the end and you will experience life and deliverance”
Can we deny the increase of sin and lawlessness in America today? We cannot escape it. Husbands killing their wives and children, sex traffickers, pedophiles ruling every system we have, violent crimes, and thieving. Recently a white 66-year-old man who was working outside on a mailbox was shot and killed by two black men who confessed and said they wanted to kill a white person. You are not going to hear this on CNN or MSNBC or any left-wing news station because it does not correspond with the narrative that they are constantly pushing which is one of the biggest lies of our nation white supremacy! WAKE UP! Go to officer Tatum’s YouTube channel and you will find this story and the facts! And he is black. I love Officer Tatum He is honest and does not promote any agendas! The truth is there but you have to stop looking to left to get it. It is not humanly possible for them to tell the truth! Christians have been persecuted right here in the United States remember the tranny who shot up the Christian school and what was the first place to be locked down it was the church! Abroad Christians are being slaughtered and the New man was asked to help and he refused just like he refused to help our most cherished ally ISREAL! The truth is despised more now than ever and JESUS is the TRUTH!
Matthew24: 29-31
Then immediately this is what will take place; the sun will be darkened and the moon give no light. The stars will fall from the sky and all the cosmic powers will be shaken. Then the sign announcing the Son of Man will appear in the sky, and all the nations of the earth will mourn over Him and they will, see the Son of Man appearing in the clouds of heaven, revealed with mighty power, great splendor, and glory. And he will send his messengers with the loud blast of the trumpet, and with a great voice they will gather his beloved chosen ones from the four winds, from one end of heaven to the other.
I know this is hard to wrap your finite mind around but…you have to understand the author and He is infinite in his power and ability. He is supernatural and is not operating from this physical realm but rather a spiritual realm. So whether you believe it or not is irrelevant to the fact that this event is going to take place just as all the signs you just read have taken place. The question is not whether will it happen, the question is will you be left here regretting being a so-called “know it all”. We are inundated with supposed know-it-alls from the white house and beyond and you and I see what the results have been sheer and utter chaos!
Matthew 32: 35
Now learn the lesson from the parable of the fig tree, When spring arrives and it sends out its tender branches and sprouts leaves, you know that summer is near. So it will be with you, for when you observe all these things taking place, you will know that he is near, even at the door!
I assure you, the end of this age will not come until all that I have spoken comes to pass, The earth and sky will wear out and fade away before one word I speak loses its power or fails to accomplish its purpose.
This requires no interpretation or translation it is very clear when we see all the signs look up because your redemption draws nigh.
Matthew 36: 42
Concerning that day and exact hour , no one knows when it will arrive, not even the angels of heaven only the Father knows. For it will be like the days of Noah when the Son of man appears. Before the flood, people lived their lives eating, drinking marrying, and having children. They didn’t realize the end was near until Noah entered the ark, and then suddenly the flood came. And took them all away in judgment. It will happen the same way when the Son of Man appears. At that time two men will be working on the farm; one will be taken away in judgment, the other left,
Two women will be grinding grain; one will be taken away in judgment the other left This is why you must stay alert: Because no one knows the day your lord will come.
We see here that NO ONE knows the day or hour of his return so if anyone ever says hes coming on this or that day know they are liars! We have the signs to look for and that is it.
These are not all of the signs that have been fulfilled. The river Euphrates is drying up this is found in Revelation 16. They are preparing to build the temple that will house the anti-Christ. They got the red herring cows for the purification ceremony last year. All of these things taken together is undeniable proof that the rapture can come at any moment.
Now let us examine the great setup that has been taking place via this admin. Years ago I read a book called End of days by pastor John Hagee and he said that he could see the headlines now after the rapture happened “Mass alien abduction” Fast forward till now and one month after the new man took office he decided to tell the American people that yes we in fact do have proof of U.F.Os and now we have the fake display in Mexico taking place right now with a fossil of a supposed alien. This is all to deceive people away from the truth of what really is happening and about to go down. I do not think it is a coincidence that This government has decided to come forth with U.F.Os because the Devil is the great deceiver and needs a narrative to explain away the rapture so he has planted those seeds. The same is true for Global warming this government has harped about this at the expulsion of everything that is detrimental to us as a society like border, economy, crime, inflation, war and many other things. One reason is for money and the other is a spiritual reason it is to discount the end sign of frequent natural disasters. This president has lied every time he has opened his mouth. He continues to tell the same lies he told way back when he was VP in fact his own people have told him to stop telling the lies but a Liar is a liar. The Bible says that Satan’s native tongue is lies and so is Bidens! They have fact-checked all of his stories and proved undeniably that he has continuously lied to manipulate whoever his audience happens to be at the time. This is not speculation its all on your computer. It is in every so-called speech he has attempted to make these 3 years. It is not hard to ketch people in lies today. If you are not aware of this then you are believing a corrupt leftist media that also has been proven to be liars time and time and countless time again! Look up a compilation of Biden’s public lies. It really amazes me that a society that lives eats and shits their phone they will not educate themselves therefore being ignorantly led like puppets on a string by a corrupt system called CNN and MSNBC and every leftist news station.
These are only but a few of the prophesies that have been fulfilled since the beginning of the book. I chose these because they are currently happening and unfolding rapidly.
The GOOD NEWS is you can be ready by simply receiving Jesus as Lord and savior it really is that simple. If you choose to gamble and are one of the countless many that will be left here you will still have a chance but you will have to die for it. I suggest you make that decision now. After the rapture the Anti Christ will rise and manipulate and deceive and destroy. He will bring in the mark and if you are left here the best advice I can give you is to repent and absolutely under no circumstance take the mark because if you take that mark you are Hell bound and there will be no more chances given to you. We have only 2 eternities and its up to us which it will be. Eternity is time without end so choose wisely. The Bible says hell is expanding everyday please do not be one of the ones filling the space. I will conclude this with John 10;10
The thief (Satan) comes only in order to steal, kill and destroy, but I (Jesus) came that you would have life and enjoy life in abundance to to full until it overflows.
I saw this morning that The new man doesn’t know why we want HIM IMPEACHED REALLY? Let me say again REALLY? His statement does not shock me he is totally delusional as is the entire administration. Lets go down the list shall we
Open borders since day one and all of the chaos, death and destruction that is continuing to cause and he has yet 3 years later to even acknowledge it as a crisis! As a matter of fact he has NEVER acknowledged any of the multiple CRISIS we have had to endure as a direct result of HIS INTENTIONAL DECISIONS!
Severe inflation leaving the American people broke busted and disgusted and taking us from being energy independent to buying it off our enemies! Giving immigrants free health care, free food, accommodating them in every way while the Americans struggle to pay their bills and put food on the table! Not out of the kindness of his heart but his plan has always been to turn more states blue.
Defunding our police causing complete and utter lawlessness causing stores to shut down because of theft and people leaving their cities because of the violence and theft is so bad!
Attacking our constitutional rights since day one of being in the big seat!
Trying to change the English language to appease severely mentally ill people who do not even know who they are!
Attacking the REASONABLE, RATIONAL AMERICAN calling us racist, domestic terrorist and white supremacists for NOT AGREEING WITH THEIR INSANE RHETORIC AND WICKED AGENDAS!
Brainwashing our youth with hateful CRT doctrine and bringing perverts into our schools and subjecting them to sexually inappropriate material.
Breaking the LAWS OF OUR LAND OVER AND OVER AGAIN!
The abandonment in Afghanistan!
He is a pathological liar a characteristic by the way of Satan himself! Defending pedophiles and everything that is an abomination to GOD the author of everything including his wicked goofy ass!
He is corrupt and sucking our enemies ass since he was VP for Obama!
Causing total and complete division and disharmony while talking unity in his speech the night he stole everything! I am listening to TOOL and the song that is playing now is Schism which means division is that a coincidence I think not very fitting considering that our nation is one giant schism right now.
How much more do we need and this is only some of the reasons there are many more. I could literally write a book on this mans FAILURES and DISGRACES! He and this entire admin needs kicked out of the white house they everyone are Godless, evil, perverted, anti American pieces of human trash and they should be banished from this country! He is once again trying to bring fear back and planning on setting in place mandates again is it a coincidence that it is close to the election I think not! Wants mail in ballots again wonder why I think any reasonable person this late in the game can answer that! It disgusts me beyond belief what this DEVIL RUN ADMINISTRATION HAS BEEN ALLOWED TO GET BY WITH! There is a spiritual element to all of this and if you have bible education then you can clearly see that this wicked evil admin is helping to set the stage for the Anti Christ and one world order. Weather they know it or not and I believe they are followers of Satan they are key players for sure but…their reward will be in the lake of eternal fire and this is the deception of many that there is no such place. Well they will find out! The bible says you will know them by their fruit all that I have mentioned is ROTTEN fruit and characteristics of Satan himself! They mimick there father of hell. They are liars, corrupt, defend evil, defending immorality and sexual perversion and shedding of innocent blood, they are accusers and promote hate and incite violence all the time. Lest we forget how they gave the addresses of supreme court justices over the abortion laws encouraging people to protest at their homes! The new man is a DEVIL IN DISGUISE but His disguise has not been a good one as I knew day one with the first 2 policies he signed he was evil and did not give 2 shits for the American people or this great country! This is not speculation or my opinion this is truth and it is in our face daily. This is only but a few reasons. I have not even touched on his mental in capabilities like nodding off in important meetings and shaking invisible hands! Come on people VOTE THIS TIME INTELLIGENTLY!
I shall feed on life today, Walter Wagerine said this and that is what I have been doing for almost a week now. I have officially broken out of the prison that the phone had held me captive in for so long. 10 years I have tried to break up with the phone to no avail. The last 3 years it has only progressed to the point of me being on the phone for hours each day. My routine was completely robbed and I would go to bed each night dreading the next day because of it. I would make my plan every night I would say to myself I am not getting on the phone tomorrow I am going to do ABC and that lasted until the phone rang. I continuously made my feelings known also to no avail and I gave in each and every time the phone rang or dinged at me.
I am now getting my life back and my routine. I got up this morning and took care of my animals and got my husband ready and out the door and had quiet time with Father God uninterrupted and without any delays whoo hoo! I watched a preaching program that was not on pause whoo hoo! I got a few things done in-house before I went out and laid out on my beautiful deck melting in my chair with a fan on me and the sweet melody of “Orestes” by A Perfect Circle uninterrupted whoo hoo! I simply went out and relaxed for once. I eventually muted people while I laid out because it was constantly interfering with my music no need for the mute button now and that is refreshing. Anything in excess is bad. I have been texting those I love. The goal was not to hurt, offend or upset anyone nor was it to get people out of my life it has nothing to do with loving people it has everything to do with me simply not liking the phone. I am not seduced, addicted, bewitched, or in love with it. Honestly, it has been a harassment and hindrance to me more than anything else. It has robbed me of physical energy and drained me countess times mentally and emotionally. It has altered my relationship with the creator drastically.
I let the fear of people being hurt or upset keep me in that cycle even though I was always honest about my dislike of the phone they could not accept it and my words went unheard. When I do decide to have physical conversations again it will be limited to once a week and 40 minutes only! I will never go back to that prison again.
Sadly My aunt passed away and it really opened my eyes to how precious life is all around us and I refused to waste any more of it. I am actually blogging because there is no phone attached to my head Whoo Hoo!
I feel so liberated and so much more peaceful. I highly recommend that all who read this evaluate how much of your life you are giving to a device and make a change. The phone was a bully to me, a suffocating noise box that kept me trapped for far too long. After 3 years of consistent voices in my ear for what seemed like non-stop I finally hit BURN OUT and I am so thankful that I have taken my stand even though I was met with some pouting. I recently told my niece if you want to test if someone really loves you say no to them and see how they act. If they can accept your no then they do genuinely care but…if they pout, get mad, upset, or hurt then they do not love you sincerely they love themselves. She recently told me that she finally took my advice and started saying no and she said and I quote “Aunt Red I did not know how important that was until I started doing it. She was happy and sounded better than I have heard her in years. This is what I did I refused to be manipulated and bullied into being on the phone all day. Just a helpful insight if you get mad at someone because they are not addicted to their phone or in love with their own voice then know that that is a big red flag that you have a problem, not them. We live in a very messed up society and people today do not respect others’ choice to just be. There is a sick demand for people to be available 24/7 and not only is that unrealistic but it is selfish and very unhealthy.
FEED ON LIFE TODAY enjoy every part of it. Look away from your phone or get it off your head and wake up to life!
The ugly truth is that we live in a society where the truth is despised. We are expected to go along with others’ delusions from the white house to the world in general. We are expected to say men can have babies and if we tell the truth we are labeled for it. Sadly this denial of truth and no acceptance of truth is attacked in my personal life as well. I will never stop telling the truth no matter who wants to throw a pouty fit. I have learned a lot about people In the last few years and I am seeing people’s true colors more and more. The attitude is to cater to me and if you do not I am going to pout and be mad. The attitude is I will love you when you are meeting my needs and if you do not meet my demands then I am going to be mad or treat you like you are invisible. I despise childish games from adults and I do not play along. My dear sweet aunt passed away and her funeral is tomorrow and instead of love, I get more drama some silent but drama nonetheless. I am still trying to get released from the prison of the phone and apparently, that is a problem for people REALLY? The ugly truth is we live in a very selfish society where it is all about me all of the time. People want to control and manipulate you and if you refuse to submit any further you are the bad guy. I am tempted to shut my phone off it is not worth all of the harassment, drama, and aggravation. My day has been affected by people who want to pout over NOTHING! I am so overdosed on this overly sensitive technology-addicted society!
The ugly truth is people are selfish and arrogant today
The ugly truth is that people are delusional and immoral today justifying everything that is and will forever be an abomination to God!
The ugly truth is society defends evil and despises good today
The ugly truth is that people are hardcore addicted to their phones and expect the world to be as addicted as they are
The ugly truth is people are manipulative and liars and without integrity
The ugly truth is people are cruel and violent today and do not care about human life only interested in causing human suffering
The ugly truth is people are deceived and completely ignorant
The ugly truth is people are thieves and deviants today putting stores out of business
The ugly truth is people feed off of strife and create as much as possible
The ugly truth is people are very very self-entitled and lazy today
The ugly truth is the demonic has been unleashed by this Admin and all of these things have been given license to and defended and approved!
Spring is here and I embrace it fully. I love my birds that visit every day to partake in the feast that I prepare for them. I got this picture a couple weeks ago of my female cardinal. They give me joy each day and I appreciate their beauty and quiet wisdom and sweet songs. The other picture I got was another amazing beauty that God has graced us with a gorgeous skyline reflecting off of the water. Today with all of the wickedness and sheer and blatant insanity that we are inundated with we have to manufacture our happiness and be purposeful to see the beauty in the darkness that we are surrounded by.
I have been quiet for a while and in my silence, I have had followers and likes on my blog so THANK YOU for the support of my blogs and rants. A few months ago my 12-year-old dog was diagnosed with diabetes. I was heartbroken and did not know dogs could get diabetes nor did I know the signs. She has to have insulin twice a day. The good news is she is doing great. she has lost 20 pounds and I prepare her meals she gets steak, lean meats, a lot of protein and eggs, and oats. She eats better than most people do. I want to inform others of the signs in case your canine baby is suffering without your knowledge. They will drink excessive amounts of water, they will pee a lot, will pant a lot, they will be lethargic. Wish God would have given dogs the ability to tell us they love us and when something is wrong it would make our life easier. I am choosing to do two blogs today sweet and salty. This is the sweet one. Brace for the salty one lol. I am listening to Maynard James Keenan from TOOL singing “Push It” with isolated vocals AMAZING. I suggest you check it out. Listen to the studio version first then check out the isolated then you will see how amazingly talented he is. I hope this blog finds all of you healthy and happy today. Remember to manufacture your happiness. I have been a big promoter of having or creating what I call “A Happy Place” so go find your happy place today. If you have a happy place please share it with me I would love to know what that place is.
I wrote this for the Lakeviewtimes years ago and decided to revive it here on this blog. I was visiting my documents today. I updated some queries and submitted to 4 agents so far this month. I guess you could say I am back in the saddle. Sometimes what we write continues to be relevant and I hope this helps someone out there.
I have been worn down lately from all of the people who glorify the negative of every situation. Worn out from all of the drama that people create for themselves. Worn out from all of the “Evil Reports that people cannot wait to tell you. My answer to all of these things in the future will be NO THANKS I CHOOSE LIFE! A couple of weeks ago I felt inspired to name the days of the week.
Magnificent Monday
Terrific Tuesday
Wonderful Wednesday
Thankful Thursday
Fabulous Friday
Sensational Saturday
Sweet Sunday
By naming the days and referring to them as such quickly after you get up creates a mindset that is hopeful and happy. This was the goal. I had already been ear raped for a few weeks prior to this, fighting through everyone’s misery that they so kindly dumped onto me, but once I decided to name the days of the week every negative spirit was awakened and worked over-time to steal my peace and joy. Sadly I did not set firm boundaries and found myself entangled emotionally in all of it. Bad choice by the way.
I have heard people say all of my life I dread Monday, or I dread going to work, doing my dishes, going to the store the list is endless of the things that people dread. Revelation is: when you dread these things you are essentially saying I dread life. Life does not only happen on Fridays after you have your paycheck and the happiness lasts till Sunday then the dread kicks back in again. There are good forces and evil forces in this world and I think all of us can agree on that. WE CHOOSE which ones will guide us on our life journey. I am ashamed for allowing the negative forces working through people to cause me to forfeit days of my life recently. All together I gave a month and that is tragic because I will not be able to recover that month, it is gone. Let this wake up some people out there that once a day is gone it is just that, gone. I consider the word dread the same as a curse, it does not represent life and the abundance of it that we each have with every decision and new day that we are given. I have heard it said that dread is Fears ugly cousin. I think of the countless people who are sick and have death sentences put on them and how dare WE DREAD what they would love and appreciate.
There is a “breathing life” which we all have and then there is a “living life” which very few in my life are doing. I love life! The whole of life! The creation, nature, animals, the sun, the seasons, the melodies of the crickets and frogs at night, the many skies we get to enjoy and yet people have caused me to struggle with life. Life was never meant to struggle or dread through that is not living. Surely I am talking to someone today. Maybe you have allowed others to rob you of the things that make life sweet. Maybe you have been a listening post for every complainer, whiner, doom-gloomer and drama filled addict there is. I understand as this has been my life for most of it. I have made decisions in the past to eliminate this and sadly I have got sucked right back in well, NOT this time I will be radical from now on to keep my peace. After the month I have just had with overwhelming bad news and drama and my own problems I was dead inside. It was an effort to get up each day. But the good news is I am recovering and I WILL STICK TO MY DECISION this time. The next drama person who knocks on the door of my mind will have the door slammed shut in their face. I will only give the warning once on the phone and if they insist on drowning me with their words then I will block their numbers. I am the type of person who feels everything and I cannot open myself up anymore for energy vampires whose only goal weather sub-conscientiously or not set out to drain me of the life I was meant to have. I wish I could go back to my twenties and implement this but maybe I am saving someone who reads this a lot of future drama and misery by sharing my last month. I implore all who read this to war against the evil reports that people today are addicted to. I implore people today to war against complaining and dreading through life and simply look around and partake of it. Lets enjoy Monday through Sunday, lets enjoy the little things such as cleaning our house being thankful that we have one, Enjoying going to the store thankful we have the money to do so. Lets stop being distracted by others bad choices that we cannot do anything about and get on with living OUR life which is the only one that we can control. A powerful woman has said “You can be pitiful or powerful but you will never be both CHOOSE”. I find it interesting that you cannot say the word pitiful without saying “Pit” Pitiful people are in a pit and every negative thing that comes out of their mouths produces more dirt being thrown in that pit. I just climbed out of my pit and I strongly urge anyone else who is in one to do the same. Life is a learning experience and we need to be life learners and enjoy every moment.
I have been quiet for a while and realize I am late with these pictures but anytime is a good time for Christmas. my mom gave me this ornament along with a couple others years ago. I treasure this it is from the 70s and I remember it every year. This ornament always is put at the top of my tree every year. I have 3 trees downstairs and I have one at the top of two of them. I am very sentimental hence my blog called “My Treasure Chests” I go through my hope chests twice a year and I did a blog on a few of the items. Every item has a memory and a story attached to it and this is what makes them so special just like this ornament.
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This is my 12-year-old on Christmas morning after she opened her gifts. She has not shown very much interest in her toys for awhile but she loved this and packed it around all day, it blessed my heart to see.
For all who saw her birthday pic last year with her disgruntled and very unamused look will understand how awesome this was but, mommy worked for this I actually had a treat in my hand to distract her. She is very and I mean very serious about food and treats. If you have not seen that blog I suggest you look it up it is hilarious. So thankful to have her she is mommy’s rebellious wild child and I love and adore her.
I was setting right beside this pot of flowers on my deck and captured this lovely reminder of how beautiful creation is. It is probably insignificant to most but to me, it was a spectacular moment. I could have easily touched it and was tempted to do so but I just admired it.
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